I can't call myself Cybertronian. I'm in a Cybertronian form and interact with Cybertronians but I'm still from Earth. My thoughts are still human. I'm still human. No matter what I will always think of myself as such, if I'm not then I wouldn't really be the same. I wouldn't be me.
As you can see, I've hit a bit of a low point.
I was going to talk with Ironhide today for my daily interaction but he left fairly early, I think to visit Captain Lennox and his family. I figure that was a sign that maybe I should just accept that today was a not so great day and be okay with chilling and brooding. The radar showed it was cloudy on the coastal highway so I went to one of my favorite scenic turn offs. Had a great nap in car form. Dreamt it was summer vacation during seventh grade when the family visited Hearst Castle. I had sat at the same turn off since it was right next to the motel we were staying at. It was cloudy those days too. It was kind of nice to be human again, even if only in a passing dream. I think I might do some more scenic roadside napping the next few days, I felt a bit better and more calm afterwards. That is definitely what I need.
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