Maybe?

Not much has been going since my last journal, I finished my quilt of quilts and it has been very wonderful to have. I made a pillow to match yesterday so aside from a fitted sheet I've pretty much got a set. :)

I'm in much higher spirits too. I think the connection between me and Tracks is repairing itself. While I was working on the pillow yesterday he showed up and handed me some lace. It is this super pretty 6" white eyelet. He said that he remembered my bedding having lace trimming. It was so nice of him. Like he has started to understand that I'm not going to just assimilate into their little band of Cybertronians.

Although after he left (after we had a lovely chat about fuel additives and the best waxes to give our paint jobs the best shine) I started to think about how he knew that some of my bedding had lace. He'd never been in my house, obviously a Cybertronian doesn't fit or else that is where I would live. The only time I can think of is the one time I did laundry and my dryer broke so I had to hang everything up outside to dry. But that was one time, maybe a year or so ago right after I first met Tracks. Maybe Michaela told him. But she had only ever been to my house a few times and I don't ever remember her going in my bedroom.

Aside from that bit of weirdness things have been looking up. I think I'll get back onto the whole get to know a bot each day thing. If not when I'm in a brighter mood then I don't know when.

And I think I am going to make sure Tracks is at the top of that list. I've missed our friendship.